Friday, April 15, 2011

Sometimes you want to sin but God steers you the other direction

parker
And today is 1 of those days! And why may you ask because of a girl named Parker Glass! Today i was in Social Studies class and i was doing my work and i could not focus because every one was talking so i told everyone to please e quiet in a nice way, but parker told me to Shut up and be quiet i so wanted to get my hands on her but the moment i got the ugly thoughts i told myself not to sin as hard as it was i quit. Every once in a while i woud start to get sinful thoughts but i had to let them go and i tried to do my best not to sinn! So, later in Gym i was sitting with my friend brittany and she was mad ( she would not tell any one though) And parker asked what was wrong and brittany said nothing please leave me alone i really dont want to be bothered i only want emeline here . Parker said sorry and said brittanys bra strap was showing and everytime i told her that she said she said she did not care and as nice as i could i said she doesnt care ! And parker said Gosh emeline why do you have to be so rude i did not say anything but i wanted to strangle her i tried to let these thoughts release my mind but then a girl named Shay came over and said Why are you being so rude to parker. I said i was not i just told her she doesnt care and shay says well parker said that you told her that and to shut up and go the ***** away ! i said i would never use such a word and i only said she doesnt care and brittany said she only said that omg i got mad and boy it was hard not to sinn but i prayed to God to help me let it go i guess you would not consider it the best day but with God every day is great

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Just ignore people like that. God tells us to love everyone. However, stay away from the people who mistreat you and bring nothing good to your life. You are suppose to love everyone, but you don't have to allow everyone in your life.

Love
Mom

??? said...

thnx mom u help alot and even though it may be hard to ignore her i will try my best thnaks love ya em

Unknown said...

Emeline, I'm sorry I didn't get back to you sooner.
You did an excellent job taking care of the situation. I agree with your mom neither Parker or Shay deserve your friendship. God wants us to love everyone but I believe you don't have to like the way certain people act and it is much better to try and have as little as possible to do with them. I would talk to them as little as possible. If they ask you a question or say something to you nicely I would answer them and say know more, and if they say something to you that isn't I would say nothing and walk away.
Keep up the good work, with God on your side you can't go wrong.
Love, Gma